Hello'

I can't believe i'm even updating this blog.

well, i'm just taking a break from my revision for a while

hmm
so what really happened this past 4 months?

well, all i could rmb was eunice and i celebrated joy's birthday on the eve of national day.

oh and i do not like my prelim 1 results. oh man... i must work muchhhhhhhhhh harder for prelim 2 and o levels, like for goodness sake, i must.

i realised i'm not smart in handling my emotions. just because of a stupid thing, i get troubled over it for months. how i wish i could confide to them about my inner feelings but i think they would not take it seriously. and i hate it when they do not take it seriously cause it just means that i'm not that important to them. i really wanna forget about those sad things. i really have to concentrate in my studies. i need to. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

how i wish i could scream out all my worries and troubles.

sometimes i think i should go for some counselling sessions. how i wish someone could be there for me to listen to all my troubles and give me the perfect solutions for them. How i wish someone could read this entry of mine and ask me what the hell is happening to me.

but this blog's dead. i don't think anyone would see this useless blog of mine.

i suddenly realise i'm such a lonely person. i feel emptiness in my heart. sigh... what the efffff is happening to me???????? someone, anyone, help me.


many years later, you'll get your help. stay strong. keep walking.
now im done talking 2:37 AM <3